I really don’t know what to do I am
in a such a bad way mentally right everything is getting on top of me and I cannot cope with anymore shit. Every time I am in one of these low moods my parents blame and tell me to get over it, my grandma fellas to constantly pull myself together, my friend keeps telling me to call crisis and when i do I get nothing then he suggests I call Rachel or Jenny my cpn and mental health worker. I am in such a bad way right now I feel like actually ending it as as the bullshit is too much for me to cope with
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Ya..the bullshit. There are libraries filled with it. Towns, cities, countries are built on it and with it. It fills the space you walk in…nestles into the corners of your mind until you believe you are it. Bullshit runs rampant like a wild lion on the prowl, but it also sleeps in your bed at night and tickles your toes. Get to know it, get the feel of it, the taste of it, the smell of it and get comfortable with it. Once you can see bullshit at the blink of an eye then… only then can you chose to not fall into it and let it get on top of you to smother you.