Life please stay this way

Life right now is unimaginably amazing. Problem is with life is that just when everything is going great it will find a way to fuck you up. How to keep positive that it won’t? All the times that I have known life has messed me right up as soon as I thought it was going fine. All I can remember was that innocent little girl who thought that life is amazing then one horrible day when she was 12 years old found out how cruel the world was. Age 12 ran away from a rape and worst of all on holiday. These thoughts haunt me for the rest of my life. Age 16 first ever miscarriage and told no one about it at all, not even the father of the child. It is a cruel and nasty world with a lot of misery and disaster just waiting to happen around the corner every minute. Let us hope that once good strikes it stays there forever and ever…