i see everybody moving on, everyone whos left me. everyone who was important to me. and i have moved on too maybe physically but not mentally. i still long for those people for the talk for the closeness for the laughs for being in their presence. Some im glad have moved on the ones who were negative mean nasty but it seems as though they are happy…  then why cant i be happy. fully completely. there always seems to be something. And although  seeing the people i once considered friends, lovers, family happy should make me happy as well there is a twinge of sadness that they can be happy without me in their lives. that they choose to share their happiness with others and not me. just a thought.
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Your not happy because you haven’t let go. Let go of them and accept that the chapter spent with these people has closed and its time to start a new chapter, with new people who will mean much more to you. These people will never come back, and you must accept that so you can rid all hope of them ever coming back. Its the desire and wwnting to be with them and repeat times old that drives your suffering. Let go of your desires.
So stop looking around at the world going by and look down at your feet. Let’s watch your feet take the steps from the past and into a future of happiness full of people who are happy and want you in their lives.
Good luck and take care.
Happiness, what is it? I don’t know what it is, but i know what it’s not, so i know i never no one ever wanted to make me happy… 🙁