Please someone, Anyone….Help me….I wanna die so badly right now, and i have no one to talk to…Please… Just Please….Talk to me…Don’t leave me alone….I don’t wanna be alone anymore…
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I’m in no position to give advice, but happy to offer you company. I’m here to listen/read. What’s up, DS?
Lay it on us…
Thanks, It’s just my only friend is slowly slipping away from me, I love her and she’s all i have at the moment (Besides internet friends). My dad, is getting drunk even more often, and it’s off of Moonshine so it’s worse than regular alcohol. He stumbles everywhere and is calling me alot of hurtful names, (Most of them were used towards me in school too) Double the pain…& the worst part about it is that i believe them….I’ve been on therapy and medications ever since i was 8, It’s basically all I’ve ever known. My mom is never home and she refuses to leave my dad, just because she needs his “Love”….My dad’s a ass, he doesn’t love anyone in the house…My older brother is the only one i trust in the house, but i have a feeling that he doesn’t wanna listen to what i have to say. (He’s 17), I have a little sister and she hates me with a burning passion, She tells me to go kill myself…(She’s 13)….I mean i got only one shot at life and only one childhood…But now i have no childhood, Soon i will have no life, and my teenage years are getting ruined by the pain of reality…I don’t think i can hold on much longer, 14 years of this pain is just too much….I just wanna be normal and happy….You know?
I know that exact feeling. Oh, to be normal… To have a normal life…
Do yourself a favor and stop wishing, because this is going to be your life until you’re a few years older and can legally move out. That’s something you can start to plan now. I’m almost 30, and am living with my dying alcoholic father bc he’s had some near death experiences lately. Although he’s not supposed to, he still drinks all day.
If you get out soon, you’ll hopefully have some time to live your life without his undertow always trying to drown you. I’m not going to lie and say everything will be better, but the difference is definitely noticeable.
And seeing as I’ve had to go through this as well, I’m happy to give you my email if you need to talk. Hang in there little bro, there are lots of children of alcoholics that will have your back. You’ll be on my heart.
I can’t give you advice either, but you can talk freely here. Nobody will send the police or anything, but you will feel better after talking…
I’ve told my teacher before and they called the ambulance and sent me to a psychiatric hospital for “help” I stayed there for a year all alone not allowed to have visitors, in this big white room having tests preformed on me…It was pain and suffering…and all i could do was cry and pray that it would be over soon…They DID NOT HELP. They actually made it worse….I trust no one.
I’m alone myself. I wish i had someone to talk to. you can email me brwnguy25@gmail.com
Thanks Dude, I need that. ~Snuggles~
Hi, I’m a little lonely as well. My email is timdinkens@yahoo.com
Kik: shyshyswagg
Skype: shyannshamsterswag
Please contact me. I’d love to be your friend.
Hi, I just wanted to say that since you dont want to call a hotline, there are some good anonymous online ways to talk to anti-suicide professionals.
For example:
http://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/different-ways-you-can-get-touch/what-happens-when-i-email
They are based in The UK, but they will answer emails from anywhere.
You could also use this:
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/GetHelp/LifelineChat.aspx