Why do my days get worse and worse I never have anything good in my life ever and I never will. Any time I find something or someone that makes me happy it gets takin away from me. Why live my life everyday miserable and never actually live my life. Iv been alive for 22 years now but I never lived one day yet…. Why would I keep dealing with this? I have no one and nothing to live for. I’m meant to kill myself, I’m just too scared to like a coward I wish I can have the strength to just kill myself and for once think about making myself happy before other people. Hopefully one day soon I will die in my sleep like iv been wishing every night since I was 8
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I’ve been wishing to die in my sleep too. No responsibility. Plus, suicide is actually a very difficult thing to have the courage to go through with. I wish I could just never wake up tomorrow, but isn’t that what we’re all wishing for? Or ultimately, for life to get better, but I have zero hope for that. I’m so sorry that you’re feeling this way too. You’re not alone.
Its ok it’s not your fault. I totally agree with you, I know my life will never get better. If I ever end up killing myself I just wish I can take everyone who feels like we do with me that way I’ll be happy and so will everyone else