for jacquline

i may spell your name wrong and other words… i may lose fath think you will never come back i may some times think wtf am i doing but you know what fuck it all when i get that emaile my belly flips and we met on this sight just over a year ago now and i love you more than evre are frends who we knew here are probaly dead or thay got better (better what is better) were still roleing on well not realy roleing iv tryed to kill my self agine twice now… iv had the thoughts even when im dancing with my frend to the gratefuldead in my tie die yelling and screeming i think about it all the time iv added two new tallys on to my list 26 times… god i think why why do i do this when i have the most beautiful girl in the world on the other side of the world ready to hop over the pont to me and i still feel like deth has his hand on my sholder i read about the tower and i cryed i know your safe but i still broke down i was so scared to lose you… i always think of you and thats the only thing that stops me iv always wonder what stoped you I LOVE YOU i may be 26 trys in det to deth you may say your imperfect but i still love you you perfectly imperfect person i hope if you see this on one of your memorey lain trips you will smile and think of the boy across the sea who is madly inlove with you <3