I just want to die.
I hate my life.
Try to live my life.
Live with my ADD.
Live with my social awkwardness.
Live with my slight autism.
Live with it all.
It’s a fucking nightmare.
I’ve tried getting help but it never works.
It never will.
I’m done.
It’s over.
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Been there except im more ooc my life haunts me all the places ive tried for help i never really felt it useful either.Im not really any better the now tbh but for some reason i still live and go on.Im just enjoying what i can whilst i can gaming movies anything that puts my mind to ease fek every1 else fek the world i am me.
I know how you feel. In fact, I can relate to each one of those lines but it’s not death you seek, it’s escape from the emotional torment. Death provides no relief because you won’t be around to feel it, the last moments your conscious will be filled with regret and fear that your life has ended without purpose. I think the post above is good advice, giving less of a fuck is the only solution for the things you can’t change, and it enables you to work on the things you can. If I could practice what I preach 😛
conscious mind*