You spend your whole life trying to please people, but in the end the person you need to be pleasing is yourself. With me its different I try to make people happy and I try to please everyone and I know I cant please everyone but I try. My whole life I have felt like I am not worth it I have been told by people that I was just a mistake and that I am not worth it and that I should just go die. Well guess what they got into my head all the time I stayed strong for my family and I tried to hide my pain, and now I still do I put a fake smile on my face everyday. They got to me so bad to where I felt like ending my life right then and there so I wouldn’t hurt anyone anymore by being on this earth. Now I am diagnosed with depression and its worse now there are very few times where I like myself and if I do its for a very short time. I cry more than I should but I can’t help it its the only way to get y pain out without self-harm. I always ask myself why? like why was I put on this earth? what is my reason? and if there is one is that still the reason till this day?
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ya know i don’t think there is a point idk i think the point is that its all pointless but that doesn’t mean you can’t find your own meaning in life i just dont think theres grand goal
as far as the rest of that goes well i like you, you act like i do always trying my best to help and make others happy but never really feeling any peace out of it idk maybe people like us aren’t meant to be happy maybe its not the way we’re wired idk maybe the point in life for people like us is to help others
best i can say is to stay strong maybe someday things could change
Your not a mistake 🙂
From my believes this is isn’t the only life we will have, I believe that after this life we are going to have the real life where we have every beautiful thing we never could dreamed of or imagine
advice * do not force yourself to smile it’s not good trust me at least from my experience do allow yourself to smile but don’t force it
and do not try not to cry cuz I did that for years and now I simply can’t cry I tried everything I feel all the pain inside of me but I can’t let it go
don’t smile telling yourself that ” it’s gonna be alright” cuz officially it’s not unless you stand up and fight for your life, dreams
but I would recommend you to smile telling yourself ” I’m strong enough to survive” and feel it feel the smile and how it changes your heart how sweet. It is smile for your soul and from your soul
hope you find the real meaning of life just keep searching