More and more as the days go by, I am realizing that the only way i can feel normal or ok again is to not feel at all. I am getting worse and worse and all this pain consumes me more every day. Heres what i need and even though i know none of you, i have no one else i can turn to and trust so hopefully one of you can help me. I need someone whom, when i finally let go, will contact the few people in my life that matter and give them a message for me. yes, i know i could leave a note or send and email or text right before but i think hearing it from another human being who has emotion and not reading off paper or a screen would be much better. i dont know if this is an odd request or if anyone would even be willing but if so, i need someone i can trust would not contact them to try and help me until the time is right.
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Heres what I think. Notes, texts, emails, or other, of any kind just creates more questions than answers. Personally, I would just leave as little as possible because you can’t ever justify to the ‘sane’ a diseased mind. No offense, but mo one nos ypur sufferong nor do they understand or comprehend it. Sad reality but true. We, the inflicted, are on an different plane. No one else will ever understand unless they expience ot foe themselves. Sadly we are alone in oue torment.
Sorry for typos. Andriod keyboard sux sometimes.