Yesterday my mom, brother, aunt, and I had a barbeque. I was washing a pan that my mom was going to put food on and asked my brother to hold some of the dishes because there was no space on the counter. He then asked me if I could do anything right. I told him to finish washing the pan (my aunt watched this and got mad at ME) and stormed outside to sit next to the barbeque. I told my mom about it and she pretended like nothing happened. I told my mom that smoke got in my eyes to cover my tears. I’m tired of living in a world where I apparently can’t do anything right. I’m tired of living in a world where I get yelled at for being angry that such a cold comment was said to me by someone no one should hear those things from. I’m tired of living in a world that clearly wants to get rid of me.
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I know how dealing with an insulting brother can feel. Mine is always putting me down and getting angry easily. And my younger brother too. They should care and love you but sometimes they don’t. It hurts alot when they say mean things and put you down. I honestly think my family has anger issues. Maybe your brother too? My heart beats fast and I start to cry but…when I get upset I just listen to music. It blocks everything out and let’s you stop thinking about the pain. Maybe you could try? It’s not a permanent solution but it makes things bearable when you just can’t take anymore.
You’re wonderful and you should have a caring supportive family but somehow thing don’t turn out the way things should be. I recommend trying to distance from brother? You said before how you liked spending time with him but you like him so much that bit hurts when you reject him. Try staying away that way when he attacks you won’t feel so betrayed.
Thanks. I’ll try that next time.
Ok. Good luck.
Ack *when he rejects you