I’ve been miserable all my life starting from first day of school in elementary to this day. I’ve been bullied and lied to all my life. So a few years ago I decide to spend all my money on a gun to and it. I had the courage to pull the trigger but is you might if noticed I’m still here in one piece. Apparently the gun was not working well and it only fired a part of the bullet and a slow speed so I somehow survived that with empty voids in my memory.
I’m looking for a quick and easy way to end it. I’ve heard of the “exit bag” and it actually seems a great plan but it leaves to much evidence and I can’t afford it because I’m broke. I don’t care how much it hurts I just want a way to end my suffering without any trace. Does anyone of you have a suggestion or an idea for me?
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I’m going to try partial-suspension hanging whenever I get the guts. If done right, you’re supposed to pass out real quick. It also isn’t as messy as the other methods (though it can be if you don’t use the bathroom beforehand).
I was also looking into the exit bag, but since I lack the finances I then decided partial suspension hanging. I’ve been experimenting with different rope positions and knots. It’s not as painless as you’re lead to believe. Will I ever find the courage to go through with it that is the real question.
SWIM is looking to the detergent method
Partial-suspension is difficult. I’d go for full if you’re really determined, but maybe if you use certain drugs, it may make partial a lot easier. For my great escape, I’d have to have fallen to bits or be drugged up in order for me to exit. I plan to go with something simple and effective. The gases and what not don’t seem very reliable.
If you’re really serious, find a reliable method, take a bunch of mind-altering drugs, get so far out of your mind, and push yourself to end it all. That’s what I’m doing.