Help me, I need help. I can’t stop cutting.. deeper and deeper. My suicidal thoughts are just growing stronger and stronger. I can almost not control them. I’ve wanted to commit suicide so many times. But I can’t. My depression and anxiety are taking over. Help me.. please.. I don’t know what to do. HELP.
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Are you there Deleted.from.society, I don’t know what to say to help you, I want you to know I’m here though. Sometimes the urge the want to die does feel overwhelming, you have to fight it, it’s hard but try, is there anyone who’s with you who you can talk to, else talk here. I know life is shit and things never change, I try to be an optimist but I sometimes wonder why, but to kill yourself is the ultimate step and yet you want to reach out for help, I wish I could.
I have been there….I have sat with a knife to my flesh, and embraced the pain of the cut as less than that my heart and mind screamed out with. As a release, as a way to overcome.
No one can fix the pain, but you.
What is it, what does it mean, what does it really say… I just wrote a new post…read it.
We can only rise above…
Dearest child.. Don’t you know how much you’re worth.? You are a priceless treasure. you are a gift. Please do not harm yourself.. please. you must allow yourself to heal.. Theres hope<3 I promise there is! Now please wipe those tears and take a deep breathe. I understand dear child. You are not alone. Please stay strong little one. and remember you are loved.<3
-Shadow.
I’m totally there, I know exactly what your feeling right now