I try…..

I try. I try to do everything. I try to keep you happy. I try to really hard to keep you from getting upset. I try to get everything done. I try to finish what I start. I try to make you happy.
I try to be a good mom. I try not to give too much advice or leeway, but it seems I just cant find the right balance.
I try to be there for you when you need someone. I try to make myself available to you for just about everything. I try to make sure your always comfortable. I try to keep the house “company worthy”.
I try to make sure you have money when you need it. I try to make sure you can smoke if you need to . I try to be there for you and make sure that you are where you need to be if there is somewhere you need to go.
I try to keep on good terms with the landlords and to make sure that the rent is paid on time. I try to keep the bills current (when I can pay on-time) if not then I try to make arrangements. I try to keep up with all the paperwork that is required to keep the assistance that we need.
I try to stay on top of appointments and deadlines aren’t missed.
I try to talk to you – to figure out any and every need you have. I try to understand you thoughts and your angles on everything. I try to always see your point of view. I try to respect your wishes.
I try to figure out your feelings. I try to be sure that you are happen when you have time on your hands. I try to make sure you can enjoy your hobbies.
I try to keep myself at a functioning level so that I can continue to do / try to do all of these things. I try not to get over emotional. I try not to read too much into your actions. I try to give you your space. I try to take your advice on just about everything. I try to figure out what is right and what is wrong for me to do as far as medications and doctors are concerned.
I try to make good decisions regarding my son and my grandson, my daughters, you and I, my grandmother and my mom and a whole host of other things.
I try to communicate – especially with you.