I have been ready to “check out” if you will for the last fourteen years of my life. I feel that I have so much to say but have lost the desire to speak. The only reason that I am still here is because I can’t muster the strength to try again due to the fear of not being successful. I wish there were a way to put my worries at ease although I know that is an impossible need to fulfill.
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Please don’t loss the desire to speak, to talk of your problems. I fear not being successful if I try, suicide isn’t easy, the thought of it is, but there’s no guarantee of the painless and smooth death we want. It’s horrible to want to go, looking around for the answer to achieve it, and not to find it as straightforward as imagined. I’m sorry you have suffered over 14 years, if you have so much to say, the people on this site do listen and help if they can.
With nothing to lose… just pray, pour out everything inside of you. Youll feel better everytime.