Idk I’m a home body.. I don’t have a license do I can’t drive anywhere to do much and I don’t like to be around ppl it makes me really nervous and I feel like I’m stuck in a zip lock bag suffocating.. Weird but that’s me
Ha.. That’s good I like that. Yea there’s a gym near me but I don’t drive and it’s not close enough to walk to. Plus I don’t like being around people..
use a stress ball?the go-all-mike-tyson-on-your-pillow as suggested by killswitchon is a great option.scream your head off into your pillow?sing loud shitty songs on karaoke?and that’s all i can come up with right now.i’m going to stop before i sound full-on 80s coming-of-age-film on you.sorry.
There’s just something about my ways.. It’s like in order to remind myself I’m not numb to it all I have to inflict it all on myself because I feel I’m the one to blame for every shitty thing that’s happened so far.. Idk I don’t want to be a Debbie downer I’m just trying to explain :\
oh, ok.now i get what you mean.how about clenching your fists real hard, or just gripping your arms or legs real tight?hmm, i understand that sometimes one gets so numb that pain is better than feeling nothing at all, i understand that need to hurt sometimes.but of course, i don’t want you to hurt-hurt yourself, you know?
I suppose seeing it all drip and fall to the floor reminds me that I’m still here.. Though I hate that reminder it also somehow gets rid of some of the anger and frustration. I guess it’s like because I can’t get rid of the pain mentally it’s my way of releasing it all?… I’m sorry I know that sounds scrambled and doesn’t seem to make since but it’s the best I can elaborate
it’s ok.i understand.i can’t and won’t tell you to stop if it eases your pain.we all have our different ways of dealing.all i can do is suggest other ways and urge you to try, maybe you’ll find that there are other ways to release it all without you having to hurt yourself to the point of bleeding.or maybe just prick your finger with a pin vs.cutting, if you really have to feel and see your blood flowing?
have you ever tried drinking?
it can make you feel good has for me anyway on quite the number of occasions I don’t over do it though I’ll have a few & that’ll be it
(although I could drink as many as I want if I wanted because it doesn’t affect me)
Yea I used to a long time ago my sophomore yr of high school but I always overdid it to the point of blackout so now I don’t drink much at all.. I used to abuse pain meds too but I don’t have many of those anymore so that’s not much of an option but I do miss matching the feeling of being mentally numb to actually getting my mind and body numb..
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when i get very mad and frustrated, i just cry.i know it sounds lame but that’s how i get by anyway.oh, and food and videogames.lots of both.
punching bag. get your hands on one–literally.
I’m definitely not a gamer I don’t own any game systems and crying isn’t really my thing when I’m angry…
hmm.ok, what do you enjoy doing then?anyway, maybe you can go to a golf driving range and just smack balls.or something similar.
Idk I’m a home body.. I don’t have a license do I can’t drive anywhere to do much and I don’t like to be around ppl it makes me really nervous and I feel like I’m stuck in a zip lock bag suffocating.. Weird but that’s me
Killswitchon I wish I had one..
Gym nearby? or supplement with your bed pillow and go mike tyson on it!!?
Ha.. That’s good I like that. Yea there’s a gym near me but I don’t drive and it’s not close enough to walk to. Plus I don’t like being around people..
bed pillow it is!!
use a stress ball?the go-all-mike-tyson-on-your-pillow as suggested by killswitchon is a great option.scream your head off into your pillow?sing loud shitty songs on karaoke?and that’s all i can come up with right now.i’m going to stop before i sound full-on 80s coming-of-age-film on you.sorry.
There’s just something about my ways.. It’s like in order to remind myself I’m not numb to it all I have to inflict it all on myself because I feel I’m the one to blame for every shitty thing that’s happened so far.. Idk I don’t want to be a Debbie downer I’m just trying to explain :\
oh, ok.now i get what you mean.how about clenching your fists real hard, or just gripping your arms or legs real tight?hmm, i understand that sometimes one gets so numb that pain is better than feeling nothing at all, i understand that need to hurt sometimes.but of course, i don’t want you to hurt-hurt yourself, you know?
I suppose seeing it all drip and fall to the floor reminds me that I’m still here.. Though I hate that reminder it also somehow gets rid of some of the anger and frustration. I guess it’s like because I can’t get rid of the pain mentally it’s my way of releasing it all?… I’m sorry I know that sounds scrambled and doesn’t seem to make since but it’s the best I can elaborate
it’s ok.i understand.i can’t and won’t tell you to stop if it eases your pain.we all have our different ways of dealing.all i can do is suggest other ways and urge you to try, maybe you’ll find that there are other ways to release it all without you having to hurt yourself to the point of bleeding.or maybe just prick your finger with a pin vs.cutting, if you really have to feel and see your blood flowing?
Mixed Martial Arts or Kick Boxing. 😀
Thanks for the advice everyone much appreciated I’ll try some
have you ever tried drinking?
it can make you feel good has for me anyway on quite the number of occasions I don’t over do it though I’ll have a few & that’ll be it
(although I could drink as many as I want if I wanted because it doesn’t affect me)
Yea I used to a long time ago my sophomore yr of high school but I always overdid it to the point of blackout so now I don’t drink much at all.. I used to abuse pain meds too but I don’t have many of those anymore so that’s not much of an option but I do miss matching the feeling of being mentally numb to actually getting my mind and body numb..