Enough

Don’t blame yourself if there is space growing between you and your boyfriend. Your going through a real issue… you want to die. That’s serious, that is very serious and very real. Your boyfriend probably doesn’t know how to truly handle it. I know, throughout my depression, my boyfriend did his best to comfort me. There isn’t much more he could do other than say he loves/needs me and get mad when I cry in bed and talk about killing myself. I truly empathize with you, I used to carry a rope in my bookbag in case I wanted to off myself. It’s hard to give you advice since I feel like I’m in a similar position but what i’ve been doing is going back to my roots. I thought long and hard what I enjoyed when I was seven years old, and I’m doing those things. For instance, I tried to pick up drawing again. Best wishes, if you persevere through this, please pass on some tips to me. 🙂