i feel really shitty lately… I don’t know why i hang out with douchbags. i hate the fact that I have fake friends, judgmental parents, stressful teachers,and people who brake your heart around me.
I need to stop this.
Cutting. Not eating. Sleep deprived.
I need to snap out of it. But how?
I need your help, please help me. I need you.
I. Need. You.
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hey, i’m here for you, a fellow Asian who is bad at math ha.
maybe this advice is too cliche but you could use some distractions, find something to occupy yourself until you can really get yourself together. personally I distract myself with reading, watching TV shows, doing stupid little things like practicing my handwriting. Do you have anyone you can talk to? venting to someone and knowing someone is listening without judgment is relieving and helpful. if you want we can chat whenever 🙂 I have so much free time and would love to listen to what you have to say and what’s on your mind. what you seem to need is a vacation, you need to get away from everything and have some you time, to be kind and patient with yourself and do something nice for yourself
Hey there :). Anyways thanks for your concern tho. I appreciate it a lot. Thanks for your advice, I will try that soon. Also, I would love for you to chat with me.. Just reply to me the details and I will respond.. Thanks for the concern, really. I really don’t know what to do with my life (except watching Danisnotonfire on YouTube). Follow me on tweeter, if you have one :), @blueberryjham .. Again, thanks for your concern.. I really do appreciate it…
yes, you can snap out of it. you have to force yourself though. i tell you this cause im doing the same thing ( minus the cutting, not one of my problems). sleeping is no problem, its being awake that gets me. my stress and anxiety follow the sun. eating food is the hardest. forcing food and nutrition into me is tough. i tried the starvation route and the effects are long lasting. did serious damage to my body and physical health. it takes effort to bypass what the mind tells you and listen to your body. it gets tireing to keep forcing yourself to do the things that the body needs.concentrate on you and your needs. yes, you will be called selfish, but dont let it bother you.depression is diffrent than cancer or some other physical ailment. a cancer patient is not considered selfish when they do what they need to take care of themselves. why is it selfish of me to want to get better? to beat this? or at least to find a way to improve myself ? i too, am tired of the constant struggle, and idiotic humans, but must find some way to exist in this fucked up reality. i am not allowed my preferred route. so, please, keep trying
Finally, someone who knows what I feel!! I know the pain your going through now and shit is isn’t easy as I thought it would be.. I hate the fact that some people judge me because I’m depressed and shit. Feel the same way? Well anyways, thanks for motivating me to keep fighting this fight in the shithole called life.. And humans, ugh disgusting, I wish they would die and shit.. Sympathize with me? Thanks with the motivation tho, I really appreciate it. 🙂