Hey there, so I’m going to start off with me introducing myself. Hi, I’m Jaja, a really depressed fangirling potato (don’t judge). I’m asian but not really good in math.
So let’s start my story, I was really a happy girl but then cupid shot me, accidentally, and I fell in love with this guy. This guy was my former classmate at summer sports school, and since he’s like 2 years older than me, I figured that I could be closer to him if I ask him to tutor me on Facebook because I hate the outside world, where all sociable humans are, disgusting, anyways, so yeah. We chatted and he discussed things to me and we were okay and stuff. But one time I was fooling around with him and I sent him the THREE WORDS. It was like this:
Me: I love you. :3
Him: Love u too 🙂
Me: mwuah
Him: mwuah
Him: hahaha
Me: 🙂
Him: (Like)
After that chat, I was squealing because c’mon who wouldn’t squeal if their crush says I love you back, right?
As the days past, the messages were sweeter and shit, so I thought that maybe he likes me. And then there was this contest I have in school where in we have to make a mini photo exhibit and I thought that he can be in it, so I messaged him for us to meet up and he agreed to it.
So we met and I was with my friend because my parents were paranoid.
The day after the photoshoot, I made the trailer for my exhibit and I showed it to him and he liked it and yada yada bleh.
And then my friend asked if she can borrow my account because my classmate posted something on my class group, so I let her.
But she read my convo with him and she spread that we were dating. I panicked because I know that he’ll be so pissed at me. So I told her that we weren’t dating and she helped me spread the news.. I didn’t use my Facebook account for days and I didn’t know that he heard the news. And some hacker played with my account and messaged other people about US DATING. And get this: I’m being blackmailed and I should act like I was dating him so they couldn’t hurt my friends.. since i LOVE my friends, I did it.
As expected I argued with him and he doesn’t believe me. And the girls that likes to think that they’re his closest friends but not at all are giving me a rough time. And my parents read our messages and think I was dating him are giving me a rough time. And his sister said I was full of shit. And some of my friends left me all alone. And my family is judging me and they call me a slut. And teachers that gave a lot of shit works to do. And lastly, him avoiding me and pretends that nothing happened at all.
That happened to me in just 3 months of shit. Since I’m so stressed out and shit, I cut. I feel that I’m worthless and I am just a burden to everybody. I feel hopeless. I just want to be happy like before. How can I be happy?
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Omgosh, that sounds like a lot of intense drama. I’m sorry you got sucked into all of this, this is why Facebook is pretty much the devil. First, take a deep breath. Second, in ~5 years, none of this will matter. I know that’s not that comforting now, but just cling to it if you need to! Third, try to explain very calmly what happened to your lover boy — if he’s reasonable and cares about you, he will listen (hopefully). Fourth, never let your friends use your Facebook account! Delete it! I swear, your life will be way less dramatic 🙂
Above all, just hang in there. People can be horrible and I’m sorry your family is treating you that way too, shame on them. But you can get through this, be strong!