I want to end up my pain not my life but to end up this horrible pain I need to die. I want to cut my hand’s arteries so I would die quickly in 15 minutes so even if they took me to the emergency there will be no time to save my life . I think this is the best solution for everyone and to make everyone happy . I don’t know when will I cut because I want to say bye to some people . thank you everyone in this website yes you were strangers but you helped me more than people that are lose to me .
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A that’s how you end up on “suicidal survivors stories”. But, enough determination and self-loathing and especially guilt will get you going to Hades.
Good luck, princess.
gabreialla, come on now, you can get past this. we all want the pain to stop. that is why we are here. yes it is funny how faceless entities on a computer screen can be so helpful. much more so than the real life humans we deal with dailey. please stay strong. many of us here love you and want to help. we cheer for your succesess, we cry over our failures. who knows, maybe today is the day they find a cure for clinical depression. its miracle season,after all. many hugs and much love to you. you are in my thoughts today.
Say that to your wife, retard. Say it in her face. Say that to your son. “Faceless entities”. Tell them that after all those years you’ve been with them that you are “incurable”. But only when it regards them. You would like some brand new ***** on the side, right?
shut your hole. Show some respect. Just because you are a bitter pain in the ass, do not take it out on people here who are trying to be kind.
And another thing. Don’t be slinging insults at people here for remarks about faceless entities. You’re one too, and come here A LOT to sling shit, whine, etc. We all do it, and all are entitled to it, but the kind words of yea, even a “faceless entity” can make a difference between life and death. So I reiterate–shut the fuck up, or try being nice for a change.
Please take your anger down a notch, heavymetalunicorn. Remember – no hate here. If you can’t handle that rule, we’ll be seeing you.
I can’t say that you are wrong.
i was busy today and just now saw this. heavymetelunicorn, i did not mean to offend you. i use the term ” faceless entities” because i only know all of you through words on a computer moniter. i dont know what you look like, age, race, and barley know the sexes (have been wrong on a lot of those). as far as your comments, i subjected my family to many years of physical and verbal abuse. i have called them many worse things than faceless entities. as far as incurable, i dont know. i would like to think we could find a cure for this, but dont think we will in my lifetime. as far as sex on the side, no. i have been celibate, by choice, for the last two years. its not a major concern right now. you did get me with the word “retard”. that is the one that you got your desired response on. having raised a special needs child into a young man, i have listened to all the normal boys and girls and adults throw that word at him. it just makes me want to rip your head off and shit down your neck as i castrate you with a dull butter knife. however, i spent many years learning to manage my anger and impulse control so i will let it slide. to three moons and the sp administrator, thank you for defending me in my abscence. i am grateful. do not let his anger drive you over the top. he has much to learn,and hopefully sp can guide him in the right direction. thank you again, and love to all.