we are all humans we all make mistakes and learn from them ,but sometimes our big mistakes can lead us to depression . sometimes there are some mistakes that you can’t fix them and when you think about it you feel guilty and you start to hate your self!!!. but you can never fix a mistake by a bigger mistake (you can never fix your mistake by suicide).sometimes you really enjoy your time while making a mistake and you feel proud but we don’t know that this feeling will change and will regret it . and whenever we remember our mistake we start crying or we can’t sleep and even if you told people to release your pain no one will really understand you. my mistake was love and I trusted a boy but even he broke me down I still love him…
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What you said in your first sentences is a brutally honest truth/fact/reality of this so-called “real world / real life” , or rather, a very LIMITED reality / real life / real world.
at least you are BRAVE enough to admit & say this. while MOST (90%) people in this world don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed (Nietzsche’s quote).
But regarding your boyfriend (or ex-boyfriend), I want to know, how long have you broke-up with each other? it’s important to know this.
me and my ex we broke up from 8 months but why its important to know this???
Time matters….but the real thing that you need to look at is where YOU are!
Because love is shallow….it is short….and it is pointless.
We cling to this but it is a social construct. None of it actually changes anything in our lives.
Embrace yourself….your hopes, your dreams, have a little AFFAIR…
No one is so important in the long run that they are worth depression…
They are just baggage….
I know that you are right and I even tried to suicide 2 times I thought by killing my self I would forget him but I ended in depression
Many/most people will usually say something cliche like “Time will heal..” , well, sometimes it is true,.. but sometimes, in reality, there are some cases that it won’t heal…
Life is fickle,
no,
REAL life is fickle , REAL world is fickle, REALITY is fickle and very LIMITED !!
you can’t get everything you wish/want/dream, in this “reality / real life / real world”.
even you have somewhat realized this ‘sad’ truth/fact/reality in your first sentences…
what somehow/somewhat still ‘works’ for me (at least for now) in order to still be able to bear all this pain, regrets, mistakes etc etc,.. is the realization (or ‘enlightenment’) that this is just how reality IS . again : “we can’t always get what we want/wish/dream/hope…in this very LIMITED reality / real life / real world” .. !
yes..it sucks, indeed/of course , but just only by initially/at first ACCEPTING this as a fact/truth/reality,.. only THEN we can really start to think, slowly move forward, and grow,.. at each our own pace/life path…
yaaa its true all what r u saying
dear gabreialla, my ex-wife and i divorced after a 28 year relationship. it was a violent, contentious, abusive relationship. both sides equally guilty. when asked why i divorced her,i answer with “because i love her” and i do. i want her to be happy and enjoy life. that was not possable with me. now we are both lost in that limbo space. all we have known for 30 years is each other. so now, as i get used to being all alone, i have decided to opt out of the love game. i do not want to love another person like that again. nor do i think i will be able to.its still strange being able to go and do without having to ask anybody. pamper yourself. i found a hot bubble bath with some good chocolate works wonders. try new things that you always wanted to do. in my case, im wanting to learn how to snowboard. lol. beiieve me, this old man on a snowboard would crack up the most depressed person. laughter is healing. learn to laugh. yeah, it takes work and practice, but can be done. i know cause i laugh at the most stupid things. usually at me. do not let another person dictate your life for you. you are capable of making your own decisions. if a person REALLY loves you and cares for you,they will work with you and help in a shared relationship, not play emotional and mental games with you. we tried for so long to have the normal, happy, family.it didnt work. now that we are apart, all of us, in a way, are happier. yes, the pain of another failed relationship is their, yes, i went suicidal, yes, i made all the standard mistakes. but NO, i wont go back to what was. neither of us was happy, and i truly want her to be happy
yaaa you are right but I’m tiered of everything I just want to die and release my pain