The more I sit here in this dark wrecked place I’ve made for myself I wonder why? Why did things work out like this? Why did everything change? Could I have done more? Should I have done less? Should I have begged and pleaded? Why? Why is this all so crazy? What is all this insanity? I’m going insane? I’m dead I’m dying… Why? Why must I have to keep going on? Why can’t I just be released from all this agony?!?! A thousand tears and nothing left to weep.. Now what? Where do I turn? I have nothing.. No one.. Please… I’m so unsure of it all.. My mind spinning 10,000 mph… All I want is 2 seconds of release from this hell… I’m screaming inside and silent of a shell on the outside… Why….
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Every word you’ve written is exactly where I am………….the screaming inside, the need for release……I sit here tonight under the stars of the California sky desperate and scared. I wish you Peace. I truly do.
Yo u live in California? That’s a beautiful place and you are blessed to be living there. I guess no matter where we are 8n the world we can still feel depressed and suicidal.. it’s all in our own minds.. too damaged to fix ourselves and our situations.. i know we don’t want our lives to end cause the world is soo wonderful.. yet weve been living in its dark shadows soo long.. the cold winters of canada always make me depressed.. because I didn’t do the right things year after year to make it comfortable..
msg me anytime enemy #1