my life’s shit right now. i lost my gf she broke up with me and my dad constantly fight. i told her i would change but she dident care if i killed myself. she never cared i just wana be happy and she was the only thing that makes me happy i try to act like im ok to to all my friends but im really in pain. i think shes talking to somone. i cant fight this pain . im on my knees begging god to take my life away.i cant live this life im living i wish i was stronger i wish i could survive. put in my headphones to wash my brain so i can ease the pain i cant live like this my life sucks thats why i wana leave earth and live where i can be happy i just want her back bye world
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((((angelp)))) I’m sorry for your pain and I wish I could take it away. I have felt the same, can’t live this live I am living. It hurt/hurts too much and I just want to give up. I think, what good is my strength if it just leaves me here, alone?
But life is about learning to love you, no matter what. I know that is a tall order as you miss your gf and you deal with your father.
I don’t want you to have more loss- and that is what you’d experience by dying. I think how I would not be able to scream or reach out, not even here. I’d be so alone and it would hurt having this feeling be the last thing I feel. 🙁 But that does not make things easier. I wish I could take your pain away, poof! GONE!
But hold on, learn what you need to, to keep going, to find a way of love for you- starting with you. Sigh… I have/ am going through this too. It S*cks! But I am holding on, continuing to seek what I need- esp reading here-how MANY people feel the same way! WE are NOT alone.
Take care of YOU. You are important and needed in our world.
Just know that this isn’t the end of the world, that things do/don’t work out for a reason, that’s what I believe. I know it must feel like everything good is ending right now because she’s not with you, but if she doesn’t care if you commit then she isnt worth it. She has nothing to do with your happiness, she may contribute to it, but you are in complete control.