Does anyone else just feel like running? Running away from home or from life. I thought I was getting better, but I was wrong, last night I had thousands of very familiar thoughts – stabbing, overdosing, jumping….thoughts that I thought were all in my past. I thought of it kind of differently this time though. I would be missed by my family sure, but then I thought that maybe they would be better off without me. That their lives would be so much easier without me. I make too much trouble here, I fight with my mother all the time, which then affects everyone else, I take up too much space, I’m unemployed and I think a lot differently to everyone else, sometimes I even wonder if I was born into this family, I’m such an outsider here.
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It’s because you haven’t found yourself yet. Is there an activity or hobby that you are really good at and enjoy doing? Tell me
Well….I’m good at nothing. I have zero hobbies and all I like to do is lay in bed all day, drink and sleep. I do want to find myself, I just don’t know how….although I guess it would help if I got out of the house
Like Oprah said, if you do something you love, everything will fall into place. I think she was referring to a career or atleast an activity that involves other peoplease. . Like yoga.. or working out. I know it’s hard.. most people fall into that by luck or destiny without fucking up along the way. I fucked up big time.. so I gotta dig myself out and get on this right path.. otherwise dude, we will be fucked forever.. ever known a old homeless bum?? He fucked up.. and never changed his ways… and died a homeless bum.. sigh
Haha ya that would help. Also, how old are you? Just helps me to help with some advice.