Well I just got dumped this past saturday after 2 1/2 years of being together. I guess I should have realized the signs when he stopped answering my messages of fb for two weeks…. The worse part he didn’t even give me an actual reason on why…. Just a bunch of shitty excuses and fake lies like oh It would be better if we were best friends…. NO ALL YOU DID WAS FRICKEN STABBED ME IN THE FUCKIN BACK AND LEFT THE KNIFE IN IT!
I’ve been pretty much in a pretty bad funk/depression all week going by so slow feeling like I’m in a time warp… I almost had a mental meltdown in my personal health class yesterday when the teacher was giving a lesson about suicide. It took pretty much took everything in me from breaking down and bursting into tears right in the middle of class…. I know he was trying to be helpful… But I highly doubt anyone would give a rats behind if I did die or did choose to talk about how I am feeling… No one cares. At least the marks I have on my hips and thighs now will take care of the pain at least for a little bit…. TIll the numb feeling wears off then I dont know, Hope your guys week is going better than mines…..
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Just wanted to send you some strength (don’t know how you send that over the internet but hey, it’s the intention that counts right). There’s nothing worse than those people who start acting up so you’ll “take the hint” instead of saying things to your face. Been there… pff, several times, and it never gets easier. The friends things rarely works too… just a transition utility (as an ex friend of mine used to call it). Most likely you’ll figure out the reasons behind the breakup eventually but… well, just hope it gets better for you.
Thanks so much :3 . Yea I heard the same thing about the “friends” thing. Its weird cause he seems like a much different person now then he did when we first dated. Its like thinking to myself was I drunk the entire relationship? Yea we’ve been fighting on and off since November…. I guess I should of seen it coming but was too stubborn to admit it.
That happens a lot. Out of all my relationships i can remember only one person “not changing” towards me. More than change i see it as them not considering you are a special person anymore and acting accordingly, or in some cases it’s just a way to cover up some feelings or unresolved stuff they might still have. I don’t think you were drunk the whole relationship tho… if you were you are either an alcoholic or would be dead out of poisoning lol.
I prefer getting dumped to dumping.
hmm I’ve been dumped before. This was probably the first relationship that ended that didn’t end with me getting cheated on…..
um, shit here too- disposable was disposed again!
I bet those fuckers were just trying to get out of a V-day gift!!
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Lol Its funny cause his birthday is Feb.15th. I didn’t bother buying him anything….. We were fighting off and on a lot since November. So I guess I kind of saw this break up coming but just didn’t want to admit it to myself.