I’m on Zoloft. I started when I went to the children’s part of the peninsula hospital. Is there something wrong with me? Is wanting to go back there bad? I was good for maybe a week after I left and now ever since then I’ve just wanted to go back. What else can I do. Life sucks even though any other person would love my life. Everyone talks about how perfect my life is and I’m just ‘acting’ sad and depressed for more attention. Just because my life seems perfect doesn’t mean it is. My life should be perfect. I have everything I need but I still just despise my life and want to die. I cover everything up with a smile and I don’t know what to do.
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Unless you are using the drugs as a short-term help, get off them. Drugs don’t solve problems, which is why parents generally don’t want their kids to do street drugs. However, pharmaceutical companies and doctors really want you to do their drugs, because it means money in the bank for them.
You won’t solve the problems you have, work through your issues, develop as a human being, with your mind fogged by drugs.
And speak your mind. Unless you have a really, really good reason to lie. Don’t smile when you feel like shit. You might think you’re fooling other people, but you’re just a minor part of their lives. The person you are really fooling is yourself, because if people don’t know how you feel, they will treat you wrong.