My husband just wants to hit me. He stays mad at me about everything and somehow it’s all always my fault. I don’t have close friends or family to go to, and women’s shelters only give you 45 days maximum to find a place to live, which isn’t guaranteed, and especially not for someone who hasn’t had a job in a long time because I’ve been busy helping my husband with his failing business and his new job. I have nothing to live for and no hope that I’ll find a job that will make enough that I can take care of myself…If I can just lay down right now and never wake up, that would be bliss
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i really want to help you but i dont honestly dont know how. If he intvites some friends over try to ask some of them for help. Go to the womens shelter and make friends. One day they might help you. No matter what you are going throught it is always easier with friends. No matter how broken they and you, yourself are. If your husband hits you then report him to police, trust me. No matter what problem creates, try to solve it as soon as you can before it gets worse.
i hope this helped
@doyoureallycare: Your post did help somewhat. It’s difficult to remember that there are friends that can help me through this, when my mind is clouded with ideas of how to best end my life…I think I will try to lean on my friends through text messaging though, and see how that goes. Thank you
no problem i love the fact something i say can change someones life in better
sorry IndigoMasquerade ,
you know if you leave him and move on the world is not going to swallow you up 🙂 you will find a job and you will find someone else, it won’t be easy but it will happen. although death is bliss is worth trying to change your life first, come on lets hear a mighty roar and try again. ARRROOOWWW!
@rocketman: I appreciate that your words are meant to be uplifting and empowering. I feel sometimes as if the world will “swallow” me up. I feel sometimes as if it already has….You’re right though – maybe there is a chance that I will find a job and get out of this.
IndigoMasquerade,
Been there and done it “several times!” IT WILL HAPPEN! you need a change and you will find what your looking for if you try.