tust thinking… Yesterday I had a big conversation with two friends about all what’s going on in my life. It really felt so comforting to talk honestly about my feelings. And I thought about coming out to them, but I just couldn’t.
They’re two of my newest friends. In fact, I still find hard to call them friends, not because of how I feel to them, but because I think they may not see me as one. But they act like really good friends, so maybe I should just stop over thinking things.
It should be easy. They’re open-minded people, I’m too. My old friends know it. My family suspects it, and wouldn’t have a problem either.
They want to know about me. I want them to know. So, why the hell is so hard to me letting they know that I also like girls? Why can’t I explain some important things that happened in my life, just because there was a girl in it?
Somehow, I think it would be easier if I was just lesbian and I didn’t like men at all.
It’s such a small thing compared to all the the things I told them. So why can’t I?
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Your just scared that’s all that they’ll think of you different. Hey it’s 2015 what have you got to lose? If anyone doesn’t take you for what you are, they ain’t a true friend. There’s plenty more people to make friends with out there which I’m sure wouldn’t give a shit which ever preference you had.
You don’t have to just say it as the main focus if you’re too worried i guess, you could look for chances to make them realize it or ask on their own.
Yeah, what Duzo said. Just slip it in there somewhere.
If you’re not sure i’d give it a bit more time. it will always be a scary moment though