I have done many substances in my short 22 years on this planet , overdosing several time. From coke to pills , but by far the easiest was heroin.
my friend shot me with a huge dose and I immediatley lost all connection with reality. I could not feel my body I could hardly see , I couldn’t hear or taste . My senses were literally taken from in an instant. You would think this sensation would he scary but thankfully I remained somewhat oblivious to my state. Looking at the panicked expression on my friends faces. My conscious was pushed to the back of my mind where I though happy calm thoughts . What’s going on? am I going to die ? I don’t want to die but that ok.
Fortuatley for me within a few seconds or many minutes for all I knew I snapped back into reality , stood up and enjoyed one of the best highs of my life .
afterwards my friends said I was going blue/purple and looked like I was goner, a little bit more and I would have been done .
Since then I have told myself that if I ever wanted to go it would be from heroin.
absolutley painless and even enjoyable if you don’t reach your goal.
i don’t condone suicide at all but heroin overdose is surley one of the easier ways to go
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I’ve never tried heroin, or any drugs really, but from what I’ve heard from others, if I had a way to get my hands on some, I would so do it. Especially since you’re almost a guaranteed goner if you OD and you know no one will be missing you for quite a while.
Ya I’ve heard that heroine is a form of morphine, a painkiller, which in high doses can be lethal. They’ve used morphine to euthanize soldiers on the battlefield that weren’t going to make it…so I’d give that a thumbs up…but I’m afraid of drugs and potential side effects, unless it was administered by a medical professional. However if I was in a tight bind and wanted to die fast, heroine, carbon monoxide, inert gases and self-strangulation would be on my short list.