Help and support needed

Do you care if I judge you? If you do, then I would have to tell you that that is your problem. But then if you were to listen to this, you would still be depending on my judgment of you and the overwhelming initial contempt for any judging on you will surface and I will have not helped you feel better, right now. If you are anything like me, which I assume to be like the rest of us who must come here for help, you want people to know that you know your own faults, of how very true that it is partly the fault of those around you, in misleading you day in and day out, but as we would come to realize, the faults never end. “Look into the abyss, and the abyss looks into you” -Nietzsche. You must realize that honesty is very hard to attain, and anyone who has depression is realizing an unending dishonesty, no matter how many times they become aware of it. Break the curse; I hope to help. If what helped me can help you, then read Ayn Rand’s “The Fountainhead”; very difficult, but very relevant to the delusions in life. I have to accept my unending ignorance, not as a reason to hide in complacency, as a means of propelling myself, gaining competency, and showing the world true compassion. You can only effectively lead by example, such as teaching a man to fish, versus giving the man a fish. I can’t teach lasting happiness if I dole out gratification instantly, it would be deceitful of me. I hope you like my judgment.