Not ready?

At the very least if you are planning to ‘go’, then tie up your loose ends, like give your dog to a shelter or a friend (and say you’re going away for a few weeks or something). Leave a note-you can send delayed emails to tell people where to find you. Just be sensible about it if you’re really going to end your life.

The other thing is to turn to therapists, maybe there’s something they can do for you. Maybe you should talk to someone that’s close to you or someone you trust-but not anyone at work, unless you have no other option-since you have to see those people everyday.

Don’t let your depression cloud your judgment. Don’t leave a big mess for other people to clean up after you’re gone, it’s not fair to them. Think things through very carefully, this is the biggest decision of your life-if you get it wrong, you could end up paralyzed in a mental hospital, I couldn’t imagine things much worse than that.

We all wish there was a ‘peaceful pill’….that’d end it. It used to be called ‘********’ but those motherfuckers who think they know better than us banned it (except for euthansizing pets). So you’d need to think of a safe, reliable method that won’t fail. Sorry for your suffering and pain.