I’m alone all the time. Other people my age go out and have fun…I don’t have hardly any memories I can recall. I didn’t even do anything on my 21st birthday…was alone and depressed. Wouldn’t anyone think I was the most uninteresting, worthless person in the world if they knew I spend all my nights sitting alone on my bed at night, crying most of the time saturated in misery? Aren’t I wasting this precious life and youth I’ve been given? I would have friends and fun but I can’t. I don’t connect with anyone. I lost the guy I was in love with because I was a bummer and he doesn’t give a shit anyway just wanted the sex. I’m afraid of everyone and everything and I just want to hide because I can’t connect with them. I never have anything to say nor do I want to talk. I can’t take this guilt and hatred for myself any more, it’s eating me up. I want to feel okay.
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
3 comments
hey, maybe your feets are cutest, maybe your brain is everytime come up with sweet words like pinky crunchy mint-berry sunday. anything you hide in your head or feet will be revealed when time is come. all princess had to wait their light. in all stories. you will see being alone will make you a different type of princess. you cant know at your age if you later become a princess of city kitezh. i said so much princess. i think i should go to bed.
It doesn’t matter what other people your age do. You should try and do what you would like.
You’re not worthless, you’re not uninteresting.
If you can’t connect with certain people, don’t bother with them. Some people are awfully shallow and if they’re just using you or demanding, bugging you for not being talkative they’re not worth the effort to try and connect with anyway (or at least in my opinion).
If the guy you loved only cared about using you rather than caring about you, he wasn’t worth it. You’ll find someone much better.
Maybe sometime you’ll be able to find people like you – like us – who you could connect with and actually be better friends with.
You have no reason to hate yourself.
Just because you’re a quiet person or don’t feel like much talking that doesn’t make you bad.
I would personally prefer a more quiety-type of hangout with a friend rather than some noise and partying and drinking and all that.
You just have to find different type of people to try and get along with.
You’re not alone. I’m here too.
youre not alone. i spent my 21st birthday alone. spent my 23rd birthday alone too.