Ive recently been diagnosed with manic depression. I’ve been reading the posts on here for the last few months. About 2 years ago I tried to kill myself by hanging and was nearly successful. I was unconscious and found by paramedics which is unfortunate. I’ve been battling with my depression for some time now and have had a partner on and off for the last 4 years. The support I’ve received from my friends and so called partner is diabolical. I know my parents will miss me especially my mum and I am so sorry and love you with all my heart. I just can’t do it anymore. Life is awful. I am so sorry for doing this to you. None of them will see this post so I don’t even know why I’m writing it… I just hope that if they ever come across anyone who’s feeling like this they will actually try fucking doing something about it. (Apart from my parents because they gave me everything I’ve ever wanted and I love them more than anything).
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Did you know that bipolar/manic-depressed suffering people are more likely to be very creative than the general population. But with the gift, you and all other like you have got big suffering down the road to suffer. I can feel your pain. Consider all your options before doing anything. Don’t miss any option to consider.
I know you are hurting. I know you think you can’t go on. The pain is unbearable and has colored your view on life. 🙁 Please don’t hurt yourself. Keep reaching out- I am glad you wrote this. If I had a son, I’d accept all his pain, to ease his. If I were your mother I would say…
Son, what did we do wrong?
Why couldn’t you come to us?
I miss you!
We thought we lost you once and it hurt.
Now, this is unbearable.
I miss you!
I love you so much.
I want to give you a hug.
I want YOU.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I just miss you.
In my opinion, look toward the bright future you hope humanity will have and obtain living power so that you can help make it come true.
Please don’t commit suicide.
I’m bipolar too ! Life can be so hard 🙁 message me if you’d like to chat