It’s been two years since my husband asked for a divorce and I tried to kill myself. He was engaged to another woman before the divorce was final. Sometimes it hits me hard that he left me. My kids tell me that I can talk to them any time but when I try they don’t want to hear it. I hate being alone. I feel I’m in limbo and just existing. Sometimes killing myself seems like the only option. I am so tired. Tired of the loneliness, the worrying about everything, the having nothing. I live in my sisters extra room. I have nothing of my own. I. Have. Nothing
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Hi Spoyald, I read this & your other post and I just wanted to register my objective, scientific opinion that your ex husband is a total butt plug. He’s not worth 2 of your brain cells.
So ya got nothing. Couldn’t that also mean you have nothing holding you back from an entirely new life?
Sorry that you are suffering. The way human relationships end sometimes, or the way certain humans choose to end them, is absolutely devastating. I have such a low opinion of love at this point. So many of us walk around thinking of it as this beautiful, magical thing, when more often than not it is unbearably ugly. Sorry, these comments probably aren’t helping. Trying to find the bright spot, at least you have some family who was willing to take you in. Try to direct some energy towards loving and appreciating the people that are actually there for you, instead of mourning someone who would just walk away like that. I’ve been through it enough to know that words never really help in these situations. I hope you’re able to hang on long enough to find better days again.
Sorry to hear what happened. People change, is no fault of yours. But few people liked to hear complaints, so maybe that’s why your kids don’t want to hear about it, especially about their father. Your happiness should not depend on other people. Hope you find happiness again. Wish you the best.
Hi sweetie. I had a disastrous relationship and wanted to kill myself but today I can clearly see that I can’t control my boyfriend but I can control how I react and if he affects me or not.
Go out and do stuff you like. Remember how to enjoy being by yourself. Do that little things that you loved and stopped doing to be with him. Remember how to enjoy a walk in the city by your own. Maybe you don’t have a room of your own but you can leave an space for one’s own.
If you want to talk about bad relationships talk to me dear.