I have spent most of my life from the age of 15 in regret getting kicked out my family home and falling into drugs. Always being left by a girl from someone els, or just just being a second choice. Have never been able to hold down a job and always making mistakes and leading myself into trouble and being stuck alone with none to talk to.
I am coming to a point where i dont want to live anymore, i want it all over.. but i am afraid..
Everyone sees me so so happy and keep my chin up though the hard times, but i am not i sit alone in my flat in silents with a single person to talk to about this. I am broke man, and i cant handle my life anymore.
I want it over, i want out
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Don’t fucking commit suicide brother. It wouldn’t solve anything. I believe on this site is where we kinda people suffering with the same shit could help each other.
It’s hard to have a will to survive but you have to survive. Desire is the key. No desire equals to death.
I found this site via google today and joined and what I see many many people complaining about their life and things and in return they often get a soft reply that pampers them for a while. Why should we be helping each other by some PRACTICAL WORK ?! I was happy to found people here who suffer with the same thing like self-hate,depression,anxiety,ect because here I could interact with them and could help each other. I hope I’ll get someone to work with.
Don’t listen to people who say suicide doesn’t solve problems. No one other than you is living your life, no one knows your problems and fears as much as you, no one knows how much it hurts better than you. So no one knows better than you when it is time to let it go.
I do not recommend killing yourself, simply because it is the only choice in life you cannot regret. But if that is the solution you found to your problems, then more power to you. I hope you find the happiness you deserve, regardless of what you choose to do with your life. Just have in mind, that again, you can’t go back after killing yourself. There are no second chances.
Good luck with whatever method you choose.