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I am done…

by CarsonS

I have had the worst life so far I am 12 years old my name is Carson I am a smart kid but my parents treat my like complete s**t and I am ready to die I can take any of this anymore my goal was to be a youtuber because that got me of of these thoughts it no longer works my parents got into a divorce and still treat me worse and my brother abuses me 24/7 I also did not mention I am bullied all the time. I have no Clue what should I do guys?




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nannobee 7/18/2015 - 12:01 am

I can’t gaurantee anything, but no. Don’t do it. Life doesn’t get ‘easier’ when u get older but it could get different enough for u to be ‘happy’ . When you are 12, u don’t have a lot of control so I understand your pain ( been there) but in a couple years, you will have more control over your destiny. My opinion is to give it a chance 🙂 hope this makes sense: u r not alone.

never.good_enough 7/18/2015 - 12:10 am

Middle school will be the worst, I won’t lie. It’s been proven that middle school has the most suicidal people. I know what it’s like to wanna end it. I’ve attempted it but I couldn’t go through with it. Everytime you want to act on those feelings, tell yourself you are stronger than that. Don’t let the bullies win. Don’t give into that. You can do it, kid. ????

gwerg 7/18/2015 - 6:20 am

High School was by far the worst for me. I think it completely depends. some are middle school, some are high shcool some are college. I would like to see for my own eyes though where you found this “middle school has the most suicidal people” thing thats been “proven”. Because I personally cannot believe it

never.good_enough 7/18/2015 - 12:11 am

The ‘????’ Was supposed to be a heart emoji but it didn’t register.

PutMeToSleepEvilAngel 7/18/2015 - 1:14 am

Kid listen to yourself for a moment, please. You’re only 12 years old buddy, your life hasn’t even started yet. You still have a lot to do, trust me when you get older everything will change for you. Just give it time, that being said you shouldn’t even be on here. Also, I wish the best for you and hopefully you do see a change in your life.

bayareaguy 7/18/2015 - 1:47 am

OK…the others are right…..you are waaay too young to consider ending it all. When you get to be my advanced age (60) you can do what you want.

You must be smart and talented to be cool YouTube -er.

I had the worst bully of a big brother growing up. I’m 60 and he still treats me like I’m an idiot. So a few years ago, when he was giving me crap, I waited until he stopped talking, sighed and shook my head. Then I said “I feel sorry for you. You are such an unhappy person. You need help.”

Try that on your sister. Be the bigger person. Do it in front of her friends….they will probably laugh.

Or ask her if she’s fed her winged monkeys lately.

She’ll get the hint and leave you alone.

newname 7/18/2015 - 4:37 am

When I was young-my idea of fun was to pick on my sister. I’d make fun of her, but that’s the way my friends and I acted with one another as well (and it was no big deal to us). I must’ve been around 10-12 years old and I can tell you that I honestly didn’t think I was hurting her feelings. Though at one point I felt guilty and then I apologized to her and stopped being as ass towards her from then on.

As a kid you really are not in touch with the harm you might cause to others. Later on I found out she was being bullied by some girls from our school, I stepped and in stopped it. But I never made the connection at the time that perhaps because of my taunting/teasing, that I broke down her self-esteem.

She ‘recovered’ from that and basically went from being an introvert to an extrovert, became ‘cool’ and so forth…but then her true personality came out and she turned into a major ***** as she became an adult. That I take no responsibility for-that’s just her true nature kicking in.

Anyways, I think your brother thinks he’s being funny, or he’s trying to toughen you up. Either ways, you need to put a stop to it-by just having a very frank, honest discussion. Tell him how his behavior affects you. If that doesn’t work then you need to go to your parents to intervene, though I realize you might be having problems with them. The next step is a teacher or guidance counselor. Or if your situation is intolerable, then call Children’s Aid, but you might end up in a foster home. Those are your options.

As for suicide, I believe it’s an individual choice, regardless of age. I was suicidal at a very young age too, but my life turned out ok, so I wanted to keep living….though on and off I’m wanted to end my life since it hasn’t turned out as I hoped. The choice is yours, but look into other alternatives. External factors shouldn’t force you into that decision, it should come from within. But good luck with whatever you decide.

divinesoul 7/18/2015 - 9:13 am

you have plenty of time dude. every person here has some or many reasons to die. But your case is not like that. just dont take tension into your head when your bullied. keep it aside

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