I was feeling pretty suicidal lately,and i cant call or talk to anyone in real life, so i tried emailing the samaritans. Ends with me having an emotional breakdown and shutting them away.
So i decided to try crisis chat instead. *clicks first webpage that popped up* -this service is available in US territories only- No.
*clicks second webpage* -this service requires steady broadband connection- No.
*clicks third webpage*-our operators are currently offline-Urgh.
*clicks fourth webpage*-this service is available in US territories only- ARGHHHHH
*clicks like a hundredth webpage* hey its online! -connects-
me: hi
Operator:hi, whats your problem?
Me: im depressed for no reason at all, and i want to die
Operator:have you try to talk to any one about your problem?
me: nope. I cant trust anyone.
Operator:well, a cristian counsellor(?) could be reliable.
Me: errrr…im not cristian…wait did i just misclicked into a cristian crisis line or what
Operator:no you didnt misclicked. Jesus called out to you. He will help you. He will lead you. He will yadayadayadayada.
Me:*ok this is akward* erm… thank you…(?)i will try…ok bye. -disconnects-
then the rest of the webpages are either offline, or only available in US.URGH
So that’s it. I guess us asians, non-us citizens, non-believers, can all go and die now. Congratulations.
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Yes, I’m sorry.
Asians who aren’t from the USA all go to hell.
Heaven is reserved for Caucasians of European descent and Americans only.
I’m terribly sorry. Enjoy your time in hell.
Thank you . Im in hell already.
Join me?
Why not.
You wanna drink? Lemme hook you up. Hell isn’t as bad when you got a fade on.
Hello, I want you to know I am sorry you had a bad experience, I am a christian and even though some Christians probably feel that way, most don’t. I believe all of us are just as important as the next. No matter what we believe. Another thing I believe is that we all have a hope no matter how small it is. So find that hope no matter how small it is, grab it and hold it and don’t let it go.
I’m sorry to hear that. It seems like whoever this operator was didn’t even listen to you before throwing Jesus in your face. There is nothing wrong with Christianity, but that’s not what everyone needs. It’s good you were asking for help so don’t feel discouraged by this one incident. Maybe here will be a better place to talk about your feelings. Sometimes it’s easier to talk to people who are suffering from the same problems instead of talking to people who are just getting paid to do it. Stay safe.
Have you tried http ://us23. ******.com /Crisis-Chat (w/o Spaces) ? It was made by people from this site. It’s not exactly crowded these days, but you might find someone on here who can relate to you. At least more so then that christian operator could.
I made another comment containing a link to a geographically independent Crisis-Chat room made by users of this site. But it got swiftly sendt to moderation. It’s not a professional one nor is it filled at the time. No one there are paid to listen, but hopefully you will find people there to be more sympathetic of your problems.
I think clicking my name will take you to it, tho im not sure.
Anyway, I wish you luck in your hell.
Test?
Thank you guys.
Maybe crisis chat is not going to be my best option.
@annoyingme thank you. I’m going to try that.