I finally figured out what it is. He completely invalidated my feelings. The love I’ve felt for him or anyone else, he writes off as stupid or crazy. So my feelings aren’t real to others and therefore don’t matter. Apparently you can stomp all over my ‘feelings’ and it won’t hurt me because I don’t really have any true, honest, normal and rational feelings like everybody else. That just invalidates my entire LIFE because I’ve known what I wanted out of life since I was 5. My death truly won’t matter.
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It’s not the validation of others that makes you valuable. People in general will let you down because they’re confused like you and can’t even take care of their own emotions. We often try to lean on others for purpose and safety but true peace can only come from within. Don’t listen to the thoughts that give this boy power over you. I send my love, hope you can find some light in your life today
Well you shouldn’t feel invalidated just because this one person doesn’t know how to respect your feelings and love you back. I think you need to just come to the conclusion that this guy is not for you and move on. There are plenty other people out there an you will find somebody to love you the way you are. Some people just don’t know how to love others… but dont let those types bring you down.
No, I’ve always been told I’m wrong to love anyone or want anyone, since early childhood. But having someone I gave everything to say that, really puts the final nail in the coffin for me.
Im sorry to hear things have gone that way for you.