Im sure theres nobody online riht now to read this so you will probably be readingthis when im done. Ive been waiting for years for the right help and it just seems im too hard to help. Im having a good drink and will be walkiing into the path of a lorry wen im numb enough. Dont think there will be too many unhappy faces. Goodluck to the resdt of you. My life was pointledss. Peace out
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Nissy, why do you feel you can’t be helped? I understand we all get to a point where we feel hopeless and feel like there is no point. I’m in a position where I feel I cannot be helped also, but I’m also too afraid to help myself.
Your life is not pointless, every life has a meaning it’s just about finding it. I know what I’m saying is rather cliche, but I believe there is more for everyone in the world and we are being blinded by what seems like never ending pain.
If you are still around, feel free to share your feelings with us. Please stay safe. I’m sorry about the pain you’re facing. Best wishes.
Hi. Im still around. I bottled it cuz im so worthless i cant even kill myself properly…then again it does take a lot of courage. Thanks for your reply. I feel i cant be helped because the services just keep saying ‘we are limited in what we can do’. Even family…they are fed up of me “going off on one”. I feel so lost. I dont know where to turn anymore
It’s bittersweet. I’m happy you’re safe but I understand you are not happy living. Many of us on this website are in the same situation because mental health services don’t seem to help very much and family members either don’t understand, don’t care or both.
We’re here for you. You can turn to us and seek support here whenever you need it. 🙂
I appreciate that thanks.
I hope you find peace in whatever you end up doing. Try and hold on a little longer if you can.