I guess I’m just feeling alone and discouraged. I live with my friends and they are all at university, getting there lives together, and then there is me. The people I live with, their parents pay for everything for them, their rent, food, shopping. I have to pay for everything for myself. I may sound like I’m complaining but its very hard to watch your friends get things handed to them when you are struggling. Sometimes I wish I was born into a very rich family with parents who are never around or don’t really care for me. I don’t know what would be worse, being unloved and rich or being poor with parents who are sometimes there for you. It’s hard to see people doing things that you know you probably won’t be able to do, so I’m just feeling very down lately. I’m feeling sad.
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anonymouslyliving,
join the club, no silver spoon here! i worked for everything i got on my own, i had the same situation, sure it’s nice for everyone to take care of you, but really at the end of the trail knowing that you did it all on your own is the greatest feeling of all, nobody handed me a life on a silver plater I anonymouslyliving THATS RIGHT!!! ME! anonymouslyliving! I DID IT ON MY OWN!!!!
anonymouslyliving,
Here is a song that you should hold close to your heart, this is a song about you!!!
Frank Sinatra – My Way Lyrics
And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I’ll say it clear,
I’ll state my case, of which I’m certain.
I’ve lived a life that’s full.
I’ve traveled each and every highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Regrets, I’ve had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.
I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Yes, there were times, I’m sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.
I’ve loved, I’ve laughed and cried.
I’ve had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.
To think I did all that;
And may I say – not in a shy way,
“Oh no, oh no not me,
I did it my way”.
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows –
And did it my way!
Yes, it was my way.
There is a family that the dad killed himself his wife, and all his kids. They were millionaires living in a mansion. Rich people commit suicide, too. Famous people do. Look at Robin Williams, Peter Smedley. Happiness comes from within. Try to find something everyday to be grateful for. Something you have the maybe a lot of others don’t have. Look at the bigger world and try realize how blessed you are.