So much has happened since the last time I posted. I haven’t been able to actually log in and write about it, but I thought, “I have to keep on writing and just let it all out, before this pot is ready to explode and suicide becomes the next and only option available.”
I mean suicide is always an option that tries to crawl out of the darkest depths of my mind and there are times that I just let it. I let it consume me and my thoughts because that’s easier than having to deal with reality. But then there are times that I’m just feeling like a new person and I don’t give a fuck about suicide, but that only lasts a couple of minutes, if maybe an hour…
Currently I’m on my break at work, but I’ll try to continue with my story.
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looking forward to reading it