I wanted to talk about something im having a problem with…friendship. I have one friend i’ve known her for most of my life she’s really great. We got into a fight over a rumor passed around school that I was messing around with her boyfriend. She beileved the rumors and said alot of hurtful things like, go cut yourself and no one loves you. She knows i harm myself its a sore spot for me and i instantly started crying. This happened during school so it drawed in a crowd and i felt like my whole world was crumbling around me. As if ive just been shot there was so much pain, i was already getting bullied so other people started adding more hurtful things. I said fuck it, if i am really nothing then no one would care if i died. So i made another attempt, and failed… My friend heard the news and rushed to the hopsital i was in and came into the room sobbing how sorry she was. I love her shes like a sister to me so i forgave her but i can never forget. Since this happened we’ve had a stronger bond. Friendship is realy inportant cherish it because if you dont you’ll lose it.
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Well said.. I dont want to sound negative but, if she believed a rumor then it may occur again.. If she used thing that hurts u, u may want to keep those things to urself.. If u truly love her, you may want to be patient and have a broad vast chest and mind, u need to understand and put urself in her place in everything and make excuses for her even if she didn’t give one but never expect the same from her..u must understand no matter how close u are to her.. U cannot tie her to ur life, there will be a time where ull see each other less and less..and ull grow more frustrated with her and u want to be with her like the old time so ull start having fights and things.. When that happens, Just be there for her and dont change the picture she had of u in her mind.. And learn to let go
Support networks are a garden you have to maintain. Depression is an empty watering can. Rumor is a hungry rodent. I don’t know what the garden gnome is in this analogy but it’s creeping me out.
Friends hurt each other sometimes. Ik that sounds too basic to be true but it is true. Yeah, she was a total ***** for believing a rumor over her best friend. But I wonder how many ppl were in her ear trying to cause her doubt? Not an excuse, but still, it can be really hard to believe one voice when many others r saying the opposite. But u forgave her and that’s beautiful. I have lost so many ppl because I refused to forgive and forget. I have no friends now. U r right to charish what u have, and I hope u hold on tight.