So in short my ex chose weed over me. Abused me. Made me feel me feel worthless, I got diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety, Social Anxiety and anorexia. I’ve been in and out of hospital 7 times in the last 6 months because of 2 suicide attempts and the rest for not eating. I’m scared of living so I want to die. I just haven’t succeeded yet. I don’t see my life going anywhere but down. I’ve been on anti depressants for 3 months and recently came off them. I drink to forget who I am and wake up not knowing where I am. I’m a mess and I just want to die.
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yeah…i totally get not wanting to live;) sadly.
anti depressants didn t do shit for me..so…life s shit..argh!
where r u from?
I am sorry that you are in such a state. If you could just give yourself a chance at recovery it is possible that you could feel a bit or even a lot better in a year. It is a tragedy to die because of one awful, abusive person. There is a chance that you could meet someone who loves you and doesn’t abuse you. I know you probably don’t want to hear any of that but at this point things can only get better so if you could just give it a chance. I know this reply is shit when you feel the way you do but there really is hope. I have seen people recover from all these things so I can’t not say what I am saying. You deserve to live and be loved.
I hope you keep talking here. You are not alone.
I’m very sorry that you’re going through this. I was going to write a more full reply, but mainly I want to second the things bruiseviolet said. Many of us have been through these problems, and we know it’s a living hell. But people do recover. And it can help to have support – whatever you choose to do. I hope you keep talking here too. 🙂