The beast that we know as Paranoia, that’s always tugging at my mind, always forcing my mind into a state of wonder, into a thought pattern, like a cobweb,of catastrophic thoughts of what will happen if I’m not obedient.
But the worst of all, the beast that I fear the most, is myself. Tell me, please, is it my fault or is it just bad luck that I, of all people, was cursed with all this?
It’s just bad luck. It’s never anyone’s fault to feel like that. Even if your mind has got itself into patterns causing things like paranoia, anxiety etc, it’s never a decision of the person. Hopefully you’ll find ways to feel more control over your mind, but it was never your fault that you ended up here. No one would ever make that choice. I know how hard it is. You won’t always be afraid. You can win the battle.
Is paranoia a beast, or is it a hurt creature hiding in the shadows of the mind that needs some tlc? From personal experience, it seems like a creature that needs some tender loving stick whacking.
I like this one,
I always say I’m cursed because that’s how I truly feel, but who knows, maybe we’re all just victims of these beasts; sadness, fear, paranoia…
They may be in control now, but that doesn’t mean they can’t be tamed…
@freeroma, you’re a genius!
Wish I knew how to do that.
Trix: But of course! 😛
Tristeza: You and me both.