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by kilofifi

Suicide, can it ever leave my thoughts? Death and life go hand in hand. The only certainties I can count on. This life just seems more like death…and death more like the life I want, numb, unmoving, still, silent. Beautiful Nothingness. Keaton Henson-I’m going down this ship, and I most likely will drown, but it’s worth it, it’s worth it. I’m 19 now, been thinking of this ever since I can remember. I don’t fit here, I don’t belong in this world. I am in unrecognizable pain, hiding behind a facade. I didn’t feel anything. Is this real. Is this what I hoped for. My savior is no where near. I hurt. I hurt badly. I’m numb. I move and I speak but I’m unsure where it’s coming from. Who am I? Why am I? I hoped, by God I hoped. I guess this is the end. End

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hope432 11/20/2015 - 8:16 am

I used to feel terrible too when I was younger. I am 23 now. I can tell you for sure that things do improve in the future. As you get older you become wiser.

Monster 11/20/2015 - 8:45 am

dont give up. you may feel as though youre breaking or you numb or just dont wanna go on, but you can do this.

alexia 11/20/2015 - 8:48 am

i prob could…but i don t want to …not like this…not when brain chemistry is fucked due to depression…not when ur dream killed u…not when u ve lost all that mattered.

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