Happy

I’m finally happy with my life…

Leaving a perfectly good and healthy relationship because my family didn’t like him. I listen to them. I listen to all the lies they put in my head. It wasn’t him who made me depressed and started to cut. It was the build up of all the pressure and stress my own family put on me. Him and I were together for 2 years, yes we argued but what we had was one of a kind. I could never find anything like it. When I left I tried to find love in other men but they always hurt me one after the other… A year later my him and I started talking again.
He was in a relationship but it was a unhealthy one… She ignored him for days and I was always there for him. When he left her he still couldn’t make a decision between her and I… He told me he loved us the same.. It broke me and it still does 🙁 … I started cutting again and he was still there for me.
Him and I bled for each other. Every mark on our body was for the other….

A year later and we changed… We stopped cutting. We stopped arguing.
We know that we had to change in order to be together again. That we couldn’t let our past stand in the way. I missed him so much and the love I have for him is out of this world. Now we are together and happy. Being in a long distance relationship for 2 years and not being able to see each other and last Sunday I finally got to see him and spend a hour with him.. Now that we seen each other we now know that we are meant to be together. We are still in a long distance relationship but we can now see each other since we are older.
I’ve never been so happy in my whole life and I can’t wait to see him again. 🙂 <3