I used to sleep all day and all night. Now I sleep all day but I’m awake all night. I’m scared to go to bed. I fear the day that comes next. I don’t want it to be tomorrow don’t want to wake up and pretend not to be miserable. Don’t want to have to see people, talk to them. Interact with the kids that is my job. I’m just scared.
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Do you someone you can talk this through with? Sometimes just talking can give perspective and hope.
I’m sorry, I know how bad it is to be so afraid of the day ahead. Like theWhispersOfMySins said, it could help to talk about it.