Usualy people dread mondays, something i’ve always found dificult to grasp as my least favourite day of the week has always been Sunday, specially since my depression and suicidal thoughts began, specially now during the winter. when the cold and cloudy days take their toll.
And here i am again in the living room thinking about killing myself, and as opposed to perhaps all of you wishing for Monday to kick in.
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Good point. I’ve sort of realized a while ago that it’s a two part thing for me. The blues start to set in on sunday, since the free time acts like a trigger for thoughts. Then, the anxiety of everything starting again on mondays. As for monday itself, i’d say only mornings are sort of difficult… after that it’s automatic sailing. So yeah, i sort of share your opinion there. You might consider doing something to distract yourself tho, that sort of helps on sundays (at least for me).
when the weather is better i go for walks but today it was couldy like threatening to rain so stayed home
Doesn’t matter what day/month/time of year it is to me. I just constantly feel like fucking shit.
I don’t think you saw the thanks i left you the other day, but thank you for the cake. It even had my nickname on it 🙂 , i’m sorry you’re feeling like shit today too, and i don’t have any drawing stuff near me so, here, have a charlotte cake:
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unhappy birthday to you!
Damn that looks good. Thank you Mf :> Hope you’re feeling a better today.
I fear to get to that point cos if i do its really exit time