I see that you are still feeling bad. Did you ask for help at job? Did you contact human resources?
I have felt like you from time to time, just wait, maybe someday things change for you. At least try again. Do not hurt yourself. You will hurt also the people who care for you.
I just don’t see the point in anything anymore to be honest. It is voluntary. They won’t do much and the workplace will have some excuse to cover themself. I am through of feeding this way. I can’t take any more pain
Same. I think I might start gathering equipment too. We cant talk about methods on here, but if you go to comments you can see my email. It’ll be under the comment I posted here; only the opening poster can view it. Want to email me? I don’t really have access to guns. At least not any that are strong enough to do the trick, though I might see if I can manipulate one last person into getting me one.
Don’t worry about it! I’m just looking for a decent way now, so yeah. I’ve tried a bunch, so I’m kind of in a puzzling place. I’m looking into one thing in particular, but the success rates are pretty low so… :/. Won’t say any more for rules’ sake, lol.
Hey sunflower. It’s been getting better, and then suddenly it all just blew up. I shouldn’t have slept last night. While I’m sleepless, I’m fine. But the moment I rest…well, anyway. I think I might throw in the towel….again. Let’s hope this time I’m successful. There are only 2 things I haven’t tried. I’m freaking undead or something. It’s like I can’t be killed.
I am going to read all your posts tonight and think hard about what I can say to help you get a little breathing room diem. Thank you for being so honest with me.
Thanks for caring sunflower. It’s nothing, really. It’s dumb. I find it kind of infuriating that all it takes to bring me down are some old memories, a few physical injuries, weariness, and isolation. But what can I do, lol. I probably won’t succeed unless I get a gun, so there’s no need to worry about me. I’ll be fine :p.
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Good morning princess.
morning, i have stuff i need, im doing it tonight
I see.
im sorry
do?
kill myself
Why? Why are you going to give up so fast?
Hi Princess,
I see that you are still feeling bad. Did you ask for help at job? Did you contact human resources?
I have felt like you from time to time, just wait, maybe someday things change for you. At least try again. Do not hurt yourself. You will hurt also the people who care for you.
I just don’t see the point in anything anymore to be honest. It is voluntary. They won’t do much and the workplace will have some excuse to cover themself. I am through of feeding this way. I can’t take any more pain
Same. I think I might start gathering equipment too. We cant talk about methods on here, but if you go to comments you can see my email. It’ll be under the comment I posted here; only the opening poster can view it. Want to email me? I don’t really have access to guns. At least not any that are strong enough to do the trick, though I might see if I can manipulate one last person into getting me one.
im happy to email, but not discuss anything, its against the rules
Diem, my friend. Are you that far gone today?
Don’t worry about it! I’m just looking for a decent way now, so yeah. I’ve tried a bunch, so I’m kind of in a puzzling place. I’m looking into one thing in particular, but the success rates are pretty low so… :/. Won’t say any more for rules’ sake, lol.
i emailed you
Hey sunflower. It’s been getting better, and then suddenly it all just blew up. I shouldn’t have slept last night. While I’m sleepless, I’m fine. But the moment I rest…well, anyway. I think I might throw in the towel….again. Let’s hope this time I’m successful. There are only 2 things I haven’t tried. I’m freaking undead or something. It’s like I can’t be killed.
I am going to read all your posts tonight and think hard about what I can say to help you get a little breathing room diem. Thank you for being so honest with me.
Thanks for caring sunflower. It’s nothing, really. It’s dumb. I find it kind of infuriating that all it takes to bring me down are some old memories, a few physical injuries, weariness, and isolation. But what can I do, lol. I probably won’t succeed unless I get a gun, so there’s no need to worry about me. I’ll be fine :p.
That my friend is EXACTLY why I won’t own a gun. Glad to hear you don’t either.
have i upset you
@hazy It’s not my choice. I would own one if I could. For x and y reasons, I can’t own one. It’s not by choice.
@princess was that addressed to me? Why would I be upset with you?
Oh, lol. Replies don’t show up on my phone. Phew, glad you and I are ok! Hope you live through another day. Lmk how it goes.
i dont know, thought yu might be, bbeen talking to lev, i feel a bit better