Everythings always a lie

HI Disgusting. Have you thought about joining a LGBT support group. It may help you quite a bit. Everyone there goes through similar things. It is extra difficult for you because you identify as a guy but you are attracted to guy. No easy life to live. But you have so much love to live, and such passion, there is someone waiting to share it with you, just not the men you are currently interested in. Is it fair? no. Is it life, unfortunately yes.

If I was handed a do over card, there are two men in my life I might have gone a different course with, but I’ll never know. There are no do overs in life. There are also a few men out there I did try to go a different course with and got laughed at. It really hurts to get laughed at. I understand that on some level.

so have you considered a support group or some of the dances they host, or social events they host. There are men out there that would be very open to what you have to offer, you just need to find where they are hanging out.