Im sitting in the back room at the bar I ust to work at. Waiting for my friend to have free time from the tables shes serving. My heart is racing in the pit of my stomach. I want to vomit. My head hurts. Im crying and I dont know what to do anymore. I need help.
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Are you suffering from anxiety? Some sort of panic attack? Take it a moment at a time.
I don’t even know at this point. Everything is getting the best of me. I just need friends and this.
Don’t live with regret, do it, you have nothing to lose and she might actually like you. I normally don’t hit on waitresses, since they get it all the time, but I had a really good connection with one who was also quite attractive.
Unfortunately I never asked for her number-I thought I’d go back to the same restaurant a week or two later, never happened-she was always going away on vacation. So I missed my chance. It’s very hard and if you already lack self-confidence/feel inadequate, it makes it worse…but if you don’t try, you’ll never succeed.
*also (not always)
She’s actually one of my best friends ive had. And I was going to come to the bar we ust to work at together to tell her that im suicidal. I ended up not being able to in the end. I haven’t talked to anyone yet about this, (besides my multiple posts on here, venting it out full of anxiety) but she’s the only person I have right now that im able to talk to about almost anything with.